I thought..
Here we come back to the quote ”everything is ephemeral”. I never thought we’d end up this way and to be honest I’m truly disappointed in our relationship, in you. I wanted you so much, in every way and you never, never succeeded in making me feel loved. I was determined not to get into this but I trusted this, I trusted you, I thought we could make it. I even pictured you in my future, I know it’s a bit over said… There is just no words to describe my feelings right now. Though I knew how bad we got along, I didn’t want to give up.. Not yet.. but as I could see, you had already since a longtime ago. Now I’ll deal with what I have, myself. Once again, on my own. The cycle will never end.
